am I?

tell me.
tell me, My Creator.
am I worth it?
am I worth being created?

tell me.
tell me, my mother.
am I worth it?
am I worth being born?

tell me.
tell me, my father.
am I worth it?
am I worth being raised?

tell me.
tell me, little sis.
am I worth it?
am I worth being your brother?

tell me.
tell me, comrades.
am I worth it?
am I worth being supported?

tell me.
tell me, enemies.
am I worth it?
am I worth being fought?

tell me.
tell me, girl.
am I worth it?
am I worth enough to love you?

tell me.
tell me, people.
am I worth it?
am I worth existed?

tell me.
tell me.
am I worth it?

I couldn't do anything right.
not a good enough creation that functions properly.
not a child that could make his parents proud.
not a brother that nice and kind.
not a comrade that understands others.
not a rival that gives motivations.
not a lover that could protects.
not a person that brings world to a better side.

seconds by seconds.
minutes by minutes.
hours by hours.
days by days.
weeks by weeks.
months by months.
years by years.

I wanted to say that this world has betrayed me.
yet I know that the truth.
I was the one who was betraying everything.
I've betrayed everyone's expectations.
I couldn't
I couldn't
I couldn't
I couldn't
I couldn't.

everything that I'm going to do is only brings embarrassment.
everything.
everything.

even my death shall bring embarrassment.
embarrassment.
to everyone I know.

even death couldn't save me.
not even death.
yeah.
not... even... death...